stimulus and beauty

I get something, maybe, about Annie Dillard (she’s been puzzling me for months). God comes to (enlightens, is found by) Annie Dillard in the world around her.

…the mystery of continuous creation and all that providence implies: the uncertainty of vision, the horror of the fixed, the dissolution of the present, the intricacy of beauty, the pressure of fecundity, the elusiveness of the free, the flawed nature of perfection. ~Pilgrim at Tinker Creek

Everything, every moment, grabs her and points. “Here. See?” Entranced, she proceeds without hurrying and never rests.

This possible insight helps me possibly understand my own inner drive (I’ll be flummoxing me for years yet to be). God comes to me in the life story I’ve been given.

Continually life glances me up and down, aims nose to the horizon, and says, “Are you coming?”

Usually my knees tremble. I peer back over my shoulder. The hearth looks so inviting. But, life. This is story. A thrill of expectation tugs my middle. “Sure,” I say.

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